I started this blog to vent, to get my rage and emotions out about this con diction. Hopefully it will make me feel less alone in this word. A person can really start to feel alienated when you look around and see happy smiling ghitty people and you hate them. You hate them not because they have done anything to you because such a simple concept of being "happy" just seems so far fetched, some times it seems like it is in the same categorie as walking on water.
Truthfully it baffles me that I (or any depressed person) can make happiness feel so out of reach.
I know happyness is with in my reach I guess I just need to over come my own fears in order to get it. Hopefully this blog and the support of the internet will be able to help me accomplich that!
